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I guess it's time for a real post.

Where to start I don't know.

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I'll admit this too. I miss my talks with Joe. I miss being with the group as well. And tonight, I had fun. I got to talk about the past a bit, and it felt nice. I'm greatful for Matt this summer. I don't think I've told him, so I'm going to leave it public so he can read if he likes to, but Thanks a lot for this summer, you really are a great friend. I don't want to loose touch with my friends, and sometimes I feel I'm losing it. They're like a second family to me, or my first. They are my family. I couldn't ask for more drama, laughs or concerns...and I need to be there more. Thanks again. And for them, it makes it easier not to totally lose it, because in the end, I have to realize I am lucky. And, also, that I have a fantastic girlfriend that I love to high Hell. And I feel better because of it.
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In Kentucky still

I can finally update. If you wanna know what's been going on, read kawa_kawa's entries. It's basically the gist of what's going on. Its a bummer if she can't make it to te beach, but I completely understand. I'm gonna try to work something out in the meantime, kind of plan ahead. I won't know anything until she does. so wheee.

Work is keeping me buisy, still plenty of time to think tho, and I've been given a lot to think about. Work, family, future, other stuff, it's crossing my mind as per usual, but at least I'm keeping buisy.

There's really nothing else going on. Don't know what day I"m coming home still..hopefully soon. Mark's driving me a little insane >_<.

Oh yeah, my parents are extremely nice to me right now...bastards. Takes me 600 miles away for that. onder what the future will hold.
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That time again to let everyone know

It came over me, I guess I just don't say it enough. So here it is.

My friends:

Joe: I don't say it often, but I'm extremely greatful for our friendship. You are one of my closest friends, and I really cherish our time together. You are very supportive, and just extremely fun to be around. I can talk to you about many things, and you always have an open ear for me. I only hope I do the same for you.

Justin: I think so far it's been a rollercoaster ride. But, we always get back to normal when it's all said and done. :)

Chul: One of the sweetest people you will ever meet on this Earth. Always willing to listen and has an open heart. She's grown a lot, and I'm very happy to see her happy with...

Matt: We've hung out for almost 2 years, and I have a lot of memories relating to you, lol. I've never had any problems with him, and if there's ever been something between us, he's someone I can go directly to and clear things up right away. I've always had a lot of fun hanging out, and he's the only one I can talk baseball with, so that's always great.

Cliff: A genuinely great guy all around. Very patient and decent person. You always manage to make me laugh, especially around Joe.

Mikey: What can I say? The best friend a girl can ask for. The closest guy friend I've ever had. He's seen me at my worst and at my best. He's been there through so much for me. He's let me cry on his shoulder, and he was one of the first people that knew about my sexuality. He let me talk and sob to him for hours, and I will never forget that. I respect him so much, and he taught me more about acceptance than almost anyone. I can talk to him about anything, and I've never ever held back from him. He knows me too damn well. No matter where I am or where he is, I will always know he'll be there for me, and I the same. Not only that, but he's made me laugh so much, especially with his random humor.

Rachel: We've been best friends for almost 6 years. We've been through thick and thin. We've had people try to come between us many times. We've been through many obsticles, but we still remained friends and pushed through it all. Boyfriends, heartbreak, disagreements...we couldn't be more different. But, we have one thing that will always get us together...food. LOL.

Kelly: Just know that I care about her, and I've learned a lot from her. There's a lot I want to say, but won't. It's been a learning experience.

Sean and Lisa: Yeah, you two are together. I don't know what to say other than, I'm sooo greatful for you two's support, it's meant the world to me, especially in the last few months. I love your open mind and your humor. When times were kind of rough, you've always lent an open hand. And as a side note, my favorite couple. :P

Kawa: I don't think you'll need to be reminded, at least I hope not. There's nothing that I can say that hasn't been said already. All I can say is thank you for everything. I'm always greatful. I've learned so much and you're always there. It'll take up too much room, but I think you know. Balance

*white groove*


If I left anyone out, I didn't mean to. I'll have to make corrections I'm sure. This wasn't in any particular order, I just wanted to let everyone know.

~Jen
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Sleep

Ack, I feel more tired getting 8 hours of sleep, than I did getting 4. How in the helld does that make sense?!
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Ill Nino

I've been listening to Ill Nino today, and I listened to a song that I can't get out of my head. I think we've all felt this way. Me especially lately. Music again, is my outlet. Than again it makes me think more >_<.

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Luck

Hmm, wish me luck...I don't think I'll need it, but it's cool to anyways.

AJ

[Edit] Good result!

P.S. Kawa, I love the icon.
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